Being natural (Journal Entry)

2/12/17?

Early in my life I learned to hide. For brief periods I came out of hiding: when I conducted my  Metamorphosis with the LaGuardia wind ensemble, when I conducted my de Chirico Study with The Juilliard Symphony, when I conducted bands at IS 145, when I conducted Jumping Mouse in the Warm Summer Air -so it is when I conduct my own compositions and arrangements..

Any other times?

This morning when I gently kissed Beth and she was receptive. When I forgave myself for missteps with…

I would like to do something new.